All Weather

Here I am a couple of days later, and what happened during these days?

Well we had thunderstorms, we had a sunny day and a windy day. So I can say I am having an all weather vacation.

But I am starting to miss my home, I miss having handball practice, I miss going to the gym and I surely miss my friends, of course not all is bad, here we have sun (sometimes), I can run in the beach and I have tried to look ahead, see what else is there for me in life and not live in the past, because what has gone cannot come back, and I have to take a step forward and start out a new life.

Nothing in this life is easy, and this means it will take time to heal and be able to trust someone. I don’t even know why I am talking about this, maybe because its 1st time I come to vacations without a girlfriend and that makes it harder, I used to have someone to talk to, to have fun with, and now I am here with my parents and the fun expectations and the fun that I have been having are immensely low when compared to previous years.

I only see either young people well younger than me that’s for sure, or older people. No one from my age, well of course there are persons of my age here (I hope) but they have boyfriends and girlfriends already, and even worse, I am too shy to start a conversation with anyone at all, so how can I meet new persons and get new friends? Looks like am impossible mission for me.

I guess this is all I have to say for now, I hope all of you are feeling great and having a great time.

Hugs and till next time.